Appearances are deceptive.

As of late you’ll find me in two of the emotion states: Having an expressionless face or having a luminously beautiful smiling face. Ironically, both emotions are tied within the same constituent.

I zone out a lot. In fact, I zone out seventy five percent of the time. Actually, I’d really zone out more if I could, but I have to work and this so happens to be twenty five percent of the time.

When I smile genuinely from the heart it is because I am in a trance state zone, and I am reminiscing over memories that have happened or an event I hope to have happen. When I force a smile, it is because I am working, and I try to greet every single one of my customers with a beautiful smile, which, in that moment in time, may not be as authentic as it could be. However, it is not fully forced, there is still contentment behind the smile, it is just that I was not ready to deliver a smile in that moment in time. I just don’t see why I should be a peppy at work smiling none stop and singing about how life is just so awesome; though it is; I prefer to keep my happiness sheltered until I have a full deal of time to fully appreciate.

I know now that I am satisfied with where I am at. I know this because; I truly smile at the moments that are happening to me right now. I smile because I know that there is so much worth smiling for. There is not one trace of regret or hesitation behind the fine lines which form and frame my well curved smile. There is only happiness, which in turn you all provide, that make my lips want to sway into the form of a smile, more and more with each growing day.

I know that once I get used to this new wind of bliss, I will then transfer it unto others. But for now, I think that I will be a little selfish and keep it to myself. Nevertheless, if you happen to see my blue eyes light up with exhilaration while my lips softly part and my cheeks plump up, know that you may be the reason behind my expressional smile.